What would you do if you were a gang stalking victim and nobody believes you?

I had a serious court case while ago, against a Private School and the Government. it was a huge case, they both would have had alot to lose. As a result of nearly persuing the case, i was gang stalked and driven to temporary insanity from the severe stress of incidents experienced. And it's not like I could tell people, cause when i did that, almost everyone thought I was crazy!. I was a night mare, litterally. i lost everything, and all my resources I can not go to now necause everyone thinks what happened to me is no true :( only close friends who witness certain things, believe me, also because of the high profile case and I can't say too much here except that there was Organised crime involved for sure, this is 100% confirmed. And I did not know at the time that i was spilling the beans so to speak on someone who was involved with organised crime. The scary incidences forced me out of my home, and into hiding where it continued for a short while and stopped after dropping the case!. Ever since I have been very stressed and feel very isolated since I can't go to any of my resuources where i live, and i can't affors therapy. i am also scared to tell anyone, the tactics used on me were a real night mare. Everything stopped when the case was dropped, how ever one remaining person involved I had to get away from, only recently. I met this person at the time everything was going on and everything makes sense, he was def involved! :( and this all sounds insane but it's all very true. i wish i b=never tried to persue that court case!. Can anyone please give me some advice on what i can do for my self after being victime to this. I have been tempted to back to the places, my resources and explain again, but I am afraid it will just make me look worse, cause it's almost like a Movie, the incidences..all gangstalking tactics were used through people, etc. What would you do if you were me, I ahve been suffering majour stress and PTSD. I lost alot including a marriage!. The marriage did not end because of this, but afterwards my ex wife continues to speak with one of the people involved which of course he is maipulating her, salndering me etc. thsi is all a big night mare..and unfortunately my ex wife, it was so scary i never told her about the details, so the way our marriage ended etc..if i were to explain to her that one of her so called friends is involved from stalking me out she would not believe me at all. Unless I sat her down and made some serious points to her. Please help, I don't want to reconcile the marriage, it was doomed anyway, but I wish she knew who she was dealing with, but I can't speak to her. Never in my life have I had to dela with something as crazy as this alll alone?. Please give me advice should i run for the hills, or what?.